Thursday, June 30, 2011

masalah jiwa...

salam..
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bismillah
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sedih menyelubungi diri...menangis tanpa henti..berbolak-balik dalam hati..bercampur-baur rasa ini...
akhirnya.."oh syaitan..pergilah" lalu bangkit mengambil wudhu..bentang kan sejadah..menghadap Nya..Allah...aku mengadu sesungguh hati..perasaan tika itu..indah..tenang..
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Allah kan tahu....apa yang kita xtahu..
sungguh terasa banyak yang kurang..
melalui hal yg satu itu..buat aku rasa kurang..
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Allah..peliharakan aku..mama ayah ku..dan keluarga ku..
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ameen...ameen..ameen..
ya Rabb
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moga yang kali ini berterusan ya Allah..
sabarkan aku..

p/s : solat..zikir..Quran..itulah ubat jiwa yg paling mujarab..moga jadi tabiat..

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

astray

salam..
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bismillah
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i think that i need to straight up my head back as ive went too far..too much dreaming maybe..too much thinking..n i knew already that this wasnt me..im drowned in my own world..without any assurance..n perhaps im lost in my own fantasy or imagination..*sigh *sigh *sigh...wake up nadia!

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i might also ask 4 a-one-day leave from my supervisor *sounds desperate =p* as i will attend a program in Shah Alam ..i guess so...one of the committee members had already sent to me the tentative but unfortunately..i cant do anything as the internet is running so sloww...haihhh...*tonite is just not my nite la...haha =pp

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well,its already late..have to go to bed now..as i have one more day to be filled up this week..eheh..sounds great kn??haha..hope so..hemm..*trying so hard to finish sidney sheldon novel "the other side of midnight" for the 3rd times..quite worry on my english..its getting poor..think so..haihh T_T

::take care people::
good nyte...
*someone had asked me what is katil baby in english..cradle kn?-_-"


Friday, June 10, 2011

back!

salam...
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bismillah..

eh blog..its been a long time kan i didnt put my new entries..ngueh ngueh..well..being TOO BZ i guess..wowo..owkay..having bad internet connection made my will to upload all pictures ive taken these 2 and 3 days gone by the wind *sigh....dangggg!n suddenly.. "eh..update blog la" hee =pp
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ive made new friends during my attachment period..eheh =pp yes..yes..now im officially doing my law attachment program at kompleks mahkamah kuala terengganu...huhu..find it so much so interesting!!*tho sometimes i might want to scream-out-loud...result of being bored...haihh T_T..alhamdulillah..ive learned new things..and REAL LIFE IS JUST NOT AS EASY AS YOU THOUGHT..u`l have to act like real people and face real problems..*ecehh..mcm tagline amazing race lakk..haha..also got the new excitement in reading real cases files..accident..murder..urgghh...its too hard to look at the exhibits which were also enclosed with the BOA thinginggsss...rape!hah!memang aku xleh jadik hakim punyee..im drowned in my own emotionsss..as i believe that il gave the rapist real punishment yg mybe xde pun mention dlm penal code..ha amek kau!!and a person had said to me that im not fit to be a judge as im not a type of person who can make a right decision or judgment at the right time..haha..so..mybe..il go for DPP??ngeh ngeh ngeh..boley k???
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had so much fun attending my fren`s engagement day..she looked so in pink and sweet i tell you!the hantaran are so gojesss gittuu...n the kenduri was made in a really simple way..haha..wish to have that kind of engagement day too!! ngee =pp

*having trouble to speak and write in english made me miss my classes n uia surroundings so much..muahaha..xbleh blah kan??merindui dengan sangat seseorang yg sedang di tanah suci..berumrah katanye..behave nadia..behave..wuwu

::take care people::