Thursday, March 4, 2010

life......so stressful..yet...interesting!

Alhamdulillah..praises to Allah the Almighty...in the name of Allah the most gracious and the most merciful....

huhh..my day??miserable....i just dont even noe y...got so many things to be settled..yet..still having the tym to write sumthing in my blog..haha....like usual..

~aku punya suka~

humm....i got exam tomorrow morning-CONSTITUTIONAL LAW 2....and im not prepared..y?bcause???......its too hard and kinda b****g...kay..also an assignment on cases review to be sent over...under family law..ya..one of my fav subject 4 dis sem...
yet..enough 2 make me stressful...
alhamdulillah...ive excelled on my first test in family law...
and i noe...if i put all my efforts on my assignment...ill be more n more excel...haha...

kay...today...out of d blue..
i write in English..i noe...im not that good...and im not that the so called `fluent law student` but still im trying...

pushing my self to the edge..
ahh....im really sure...im not that well-organized throughout this second semester of my second year in this battle of field..
i did not finished my work on time...keep delayed...
works equal to my assignments..my simple notes...my tutorials...anything related to my studies..
not to mention those extra curricular activities which i had to face..arghh!!
kay..enough on that matter..dunt even want to mention it!\
im annoyed with....huhh...just SHUT UP OKAY!

i felt so stressed..
my feelings??haha....jumble up all around...
miss eMo in da house babe!
im not that proud with my own attitudes...
but...sumtymes..

i did not feel that people understand me...
or maybe....im the one who did not understand the people..
but..if even i put all my heart understanding those people..
do they care???
hah.....thats the question for me to pounder..
(i do not think they care..)
and somehow..now..im immuned..
i think so la..

ive asked my senior last nyte..
and she..gave me...uhm..which i can say...supports..
i just have to be independent...because later...i will be alone..
i just have to be strong..and try to make new friends..
who noes kan...
maybe ill meet my soul mate aka my best fren..
InsyaAllah..
looks like im so desperate looking 4 a fren...
huhu..yes...i admit..i am..

wondering....
are they were so busy till they forgot to have at least give me a call..
mama and ayah..
huhuhu..
throughout this horrible week...i kept missing them..my siblings..
i called my mum..she didnt even answered....then i called my ayah...
reached mailbox...
and..i started to think negatively...
huhu....
Allah....bless us with Your love...

last but not least

::aku punya suka::




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