gloomy

salaam..

bismillah...
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i just found myself to be so addicted to read others blog..well yes..they are indeed a good blogger..its not that they spill out every single thing they faced daily in their blog..but its the way they put it as a mere perspectives of life..eheheheh..well...im trying to improve myself by reading others blog 2...its good kan??

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the day is gloomy...which had detained my bona fide intention to settle my laundry jobs..haha..and at last i turned to update my dear blog..hoho..im thinking of changing my blog layout which i considered it to be outdated and kinda boring...but...thinking of changing the layout might sort me to the so called too-benefited-job...while i hve a very important and crucial things to be done and settled...i dont even start anything for my finals...yess....as told and as schedule without doubt my first paper is on next tuesday...yeahhhhh!!! *pity me..kan??? =p

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mis my ayah n my mama...living by yourself and with a quite far away distance from your home taught you how to appreciate your family..especially your siblings...i still remember..how hard it was having three others small sister brothers while you are the oldest..and you felt like you were left behind...well the truth is....its not...those days were the one which had taught you to a responsible and indeed an independent person..and now...my siblings are my everything...i tend to pamper my adek2 ans i`l try my best to fulfill their wishes...though sometimes the wishes are like 'gile k ape...mane akak nk cari benda tu seme..' or 'aihh...akak xde duet la dek....' or 'nanti...ble akak da kaye raye..akak beli..' haha..susa kn ade adek2??kdg2 merepeknye boley tahan la....haishh..~

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need to straight up my head...finals are just in 3 days more...hoh hoh hoh...pray for me...ameen..

::take care people::
good luck and adios!!
::love::

sudden::

salaam..
bismillah..
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its already 12 noon..and im still searching for the best words to be put in my assignment..yes..i still have one assignment to be done and i dont even started anything yet..its usul fiqh..the topic?juristic views on istishab..some may say, it looks simple though...but for me...i find its hard as the topic only confined to a specific field...he (referring to my lect) asked his students nit to include anything except what is related to our topic..meaning to say here...not even the definition or interpretation of istishab...meaning to say again..my assignment dont even has an introduction...im wondering how im going to get 20 pages of elaboration and explanation only on this confined topic..huhuhu...i got only two books which i think it doesn`t help me much in finishing my assignment..so........i resorted to ask a favor from an irk student who really understand arabic terms to help me out...haha..shamed on me as actlly i was a student who once learned arabic subjects in school....T_T *yet i know how to recite quran well owkay..alhamdulillah...

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i hve about..ermmh...6 days to prepare on my first final paper...yes..and its on next tuesday...huhu...its quite tiring to have an undone assignment and at the same time u hve to face a coming soon continuous depression for another half month...eheh..yeah..its not that bad...but...the pressure is around the corner...my first paper on this 29th march is banking...the subject is quite fun and interesting...but as usual....there r so many cases and principles which u r going to remembered for the rest of ur life time..as learning is not only about exams...but its about knowledge..*haha...but surely..im a kind of person who study for the sake of EXAMS and once i stepped out from the exam hall...all kind of things i remembered will just flew away like a breeze...hohoho -_-"

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my post title : sudden..its 'sudden' bcoz i suddenly posting in my blo in English..wahahaha..nice ryte??its like a...uhmm....quite related to my mood...and just i know...im not that good in english..n yes..im not that bad...so..y not...once in a blue moon,typing what u felt in english..it does help ur english..not to grow bigger..but to be much better...he he he... =p *haihh...i think there`s a lot to type pulak when i changed my style to english....my post is quite long isnt it..??huhuhu...

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last but not least....im in a not-to-good mood....its called 'biase-biase je'...i might be stressful...and i might also be too happy...i might also be to moody..heh..stressful and moody r 2 same things kn?

::good luck for finals for those who read my blog...*ade ke?? T_T::
have a good health people..and may Allah bless us..
ameen...

stress

salaam..
bismillah...
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owkeh..sedikit stress minggu ini..assignment yg smakin berlambak-lambak dan bertambah...huhu...hutang dgn uia pon ade...huuu T_T...bnde yg aku xkne byr aleh2 kne byr..pg la ulang alik mahalah asiah ngn mahalah ruq..huhh...panas terik...jadi nye sakit kepala...nk pre reg lagi..haishhh...aaaaaaaa....aaaaaaa....muke aku pon berkerut je skang.....makin tua la mcm ni....hahaha....huuu~~



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tgah meeting skang ni....owkeh...kelab nye meeting...program dah byk berlalu....tp...meeting perlu di buat owkeh...untuk update selalu...ngeeee -__-" wlupun masih stress...huuuu...

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harap minggu ni cepat berlalu..dan keje2 aku siap semua nya......*mcm tgn aku ni byk je kn..nk buat semua bnde dlm satu mase.....TENSION TAHU.........*alah..kate kehidupan..msti la begitu..kn???yeh....

::happy me??::
sort of
Allah...give me some strength